After watching several episodes of Grizzly Man Diaries, I discovered a
contrasting perspective on Timothy Treadwell. The episodes show Timothy’s footage that may not have been included in Grizzly Man. Throughout the miniseries Timothy’s
diary is read and it is clear he never felt
truly home in the human world. Some may call it deranged and delusional, still I
can’t help but feel some sympathy for his plight. There was something beautiful
in Treadwell’s interactions with the animals. Yes he believed he was one
of the bears, part of the fox family, and other rather outlandish things, but
it is evident that in a certain way he did form relationships with these animals. How else could he have survived
and thrived living in close quarters with a protective mother bear? How could
she have let him touch her cubs? How could he have petted and played with the
foxes?
Timothy’s life with the animals may
have seemed incredulous, but I can relate to his desire
to be a part of nature. When I was a junior in high school I went on a camping
trip with some friends over spring break. We found a beautiful spot in the
mountains and were able to explore streams, hike, and even view some
magnificent waterfalls. I remember wishing there was a
more profound way for me to experience nature apart from seeing and smelling. In that moment I
had never felt more separate from nature, and I was filled with a strange longing. It was a sad realization which allows me to at least feel empathy for Timothy Treadwell.